unforgiven!

FORGIVENESS ,FORGIVENESS ,
Try and let it go
Forgiveness
Just might save yourself
Forgiveness
Let it fucking go
Forgiveness
Forgiveness, yeah I still believe
That sometimes we all need
Forgiveness
Can music change the world, yeah I think it can
Can love conquer all, well I know it can
Can we tear down this wall between you and me
Not without forgiveness
Loving lying enemy
I have seen your face before
Never thought again I’d see
Didn’t want to anymore
And you ask for forgiveness
You’re asking way too much
I have sheltered my heart in a place you can’t touch
Don’t believe when you tell me your love is real

Written by:
Ian Jonas

BREAKING DAWN review

                For those people who love Breaking Dawn, what are you, stupid?! This book is fricking pointless!! It makes no damn sense!!! It’s not that romantic, it has no action, it has no twist, and it doesn’t even have a sense! It’s NOTHING compared to both Harry Potter and Cirque du Freak!

                First of all, Edward and Jake bargained to have sex with Bella. Yeah. Great. Edward, your wife is not a whore!

                All of Stephenie Meyer’s vampire rules were pretty much void in this book as well. She said that the vamps had no body fluid aside from their venom– so where did Edward’s little swimmers come from? The Easter Bunny?

                The characters acted, well, out of character. Bella was more annoying and didn’t act like Bella, Edward was a little too aloof, Jacob went all psycho in Book 3 (he didn’t act like Jacob at all. The entire middle portion was from his perspective, but he completely fell out of the story in the last section), Rosalie all but disappeared (even though she’d been so important in Book 2), and there were just way too many new characters introduced.

AND, the writing sucked. I felt like I was reading bad fan fiction. It was just awful. Did you realize that just because of Alice’s stupid intervention, the most awaited awesome fight was fucking postponed?! What the heck was that?! Stephenie, we are grown ass people! We need action in our motherfucking lives! You’re capable of putting sex in novel but you can’t write a fucking death match?! It’s like you’re telling me that after all Bella’s training to defeat the Volturi, after all the Cullen’s hard work gathering super bunch of super fucking vampires, Stephenie’s just gonna put this all into garbage?! Bitch! This is NOT a children’s junior novel! This is an adult thing! SOMEONE HAS TO FUCKING DIE!

It’s like you mean to tell me that Megatron can just walk away from Optimus Prime?! It’s like you’re telling me that if Stephenie Meyer were the one to write Harry Potter, she’s just gonna let Voldemort away after all Harry’s hard work destroying all the horcruxes?! Like “Oh, Harry, you see, I’m sort of getting tired already. Can we just save this fight for next time? I still have a snake to feed, you see. And I’m really really getting kinda worn out” and Harry was like, “Oh yeah sure. Take all the time you needed. Bye! Kill ya next time!”… Are you fucking kidding me?!

I literally wanna punch Stephenie Meyer right now! She makes no damn sense! I hate her! She makes all hard work become garbage in the end!!

Urgh! She makes me soooo damn angry!

i have a BRAND NEW PERSONAL ASUS LAPTOP!!!

I don’t know what just happened. This is frickin’ magical! I never even thought of having myself a laptop until like two days ago. And then in just a fucking snap, “KABOOM!” I now have a laptop! It just happened! That’s how magical it was!

                Actually, this is what really happened. The other day, my aunt was telling me how much it costs her when the computer gets damaged and she’ll have to pay for every repairing and shit…. And what’s worse is that, I’m the one guy who’s always in front of the computer and now who else to be blamed but me! And she was furious and she was like, “I’ve had it! We’re gonna buy you a laptop!”. And then all of a sudden it was fucking true.

                Okay so here’s the whole story, a month ago, my cousin Jayson paid us a visit and then he turned to the computer. And then, well, he acquired some virus and my aunt was devastated and she paid an expert to fix it and so it was fixed.. and then a week ago, the keyboard was disfigured and here goes my precious laptop! So this is how my laptop looks like.

Isn’t he just gorgeous? He looks a lot better than my exboyfriend.. and now I’m in love with him.. my laptop..my oh so handsome laptop..

i love my senior year!

I fucking loved my senior life. I mean, like, I think it honestly is the happiest section at the entire school…honestly, really. We’re the only section who has a rest house and we, like, sleep over there, like, always. I don’t know but I think I really owned them like they owned me. I’ve never put too much devotion on such section. I’m so in love with each of them. And we all just cling to each other like we’re the only people in the world.

For some mysterious reason, they became my life. It’s like my boyfriend is a whole class of wacky people. I guess this was the positive result of being heartbroken over some bastard fucking dimwit! I forcefully devote myself to something else instead of him. And that’s where I found my lifetime ultimate pals. And I experienced a whole fucking lot of thing here, especially my new love life but I’m not gonna put that into too much details. Cutting a long story short, it was a perfect love life. Not too clingy, not too crazy, not too serious. It was simple, no complications. It was happy.

And you see, in here I had my personal chums (Robert, Mina, Sheny, Oscar, Paeng, Daddy Kenneth) who loves me oh-so-much they could literally die for me. Actually sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve their love anymore ‘cause I think I could never love them back as much as they did to me. But then I was wrong. I realized in the end, I loved them too much already that I just can’t let them go.

So uhm also… special thanks to my mom who supports me about my devotion to my classmates and being not so tight on me (I think she’s the only mom in the world who gives too much independence to his 15 year old son), like, sometimes I don’t deserve them anymore, like, she knows (cause I tell her) that I drink tequila with my pals but she doesn’t give a fuck about ‘cause she knows I’m happy and she knows I’m responsible enough to control myself against drunkenness. So mom, thanks thanks thanks for putting too much trust on me… love ya!